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Is it unreasonable for me to be hurt?

I asked the girls in the office if one of them would mind going downstairs to the kitchen to see if there's something left over from last night that I might be able to eat. The response was...everything will have something you can't eat in it. And from another one ...take the elevator. I can't do the walk from the elevator to the kitchen, look through the food and then walk back to the elevator and from the elevator to my chair. The response when I said that was .. silence.

If one of them wanted something, they would go...Brenda won't go down alone..don't ask. So Debbie or Andrea goes with her. When they want something. But they sit and talk to each other and I feel like I really don't belong. Well, I know I don't. I'm not an idiot who finds stories of Debbie's husband and boys farting at the dinner table humerous.

I've come to realize that I work with three childish, selfish, self-serving brats. Sigh.

I can manage without eating lunch..had a bagel for breakfast. But it's the principle.
Oskgar...sound familiar?

Well that was interesting. And bloody painful. It's generally difficult for me to hold a position for more than a few minutes. I had to stay still for 30 minutes. And my leg was in a position that within about two minutes the tears were coming. Nobody's fault, but there it is.

The people were very pleasant. I was took on time. Amazing what $650. can buy you, eh.
I didn't have to take off anything except my sandals and jewelery. I don't wear a bra and my pants are zipperless. :-)

The technician put in these useless foam earplugs and then once I was lying down, put foam pads against my ears to block out as much of the noise as possible. I don't want to think what it would be like without them. Anyhow...here I was, lying on this really narrow table on my back, head cocooned, two pillow under my knees (not enough) and she gives me something in my left hand...it's a buzzer in case I panic or something. Luckily, my claustrophobia involves large groups of people or being underground..like in a tunnel. there was barely room for ME in that tube, so large groups of people were not a problem. and I had my eyes closed, so no tunnel problem.

But the noise...wow. I got into the rhythm of it except that there was a barely audible noise that was just off the beat and it was really obnoxious..sorta like listening to a group of people singing with one person just slightly off. Aaargh.

so, my original idea of a nap didn't really work out so well. :-(

they should have the results in a week, so I may have have my appointment next week rather than on the 22nd.

I don't want to discuss getting back to BoB and then home.

I'm supposed to go out with my Aunt Sue (the BoB adventure one) and her brother, my uncle the 82 year old skier. that's tomorrow. But I forgot I have my physio tomorrow at 5...should be done by 6 which should make it doable at 6:30. I'll call tomorrow and see if we can do dinner on Thursday. that would be better. looking forward to seeing him. He's great. G'nite